OKAY. I cleaned my room and did all of my laundry yesterday/today. Lately I have been feeling really overwhelmed and I think my room was part of it. I really love it, I spend most of my time in it, but it has really looked the same since I was about 16. So, tonight I decided to rip down a lot of my posters and other crap on my walls. I guess it doesn’t seem like a big deal to anyone, really, because I brought my parents in to show them and they couldnt tell what was different.. which made me mad. But, it feels really weird yet really freeing at the same time! It’s hard to explain, but I feel like I’ve done something that I was too nervous to do in the past. I guess it was mostly just all the band posters of bands I haven’t listened to in years that made me feel weird. Now, I feel a lot better. Also, whiskey, so pardon this rant!

WHEW.